September 30, 2009

So long..

Hi everyone..

I
AM
STILL
ALIVE!!

It has been so long since my last post and i don't know what to write!!

Umm actually..i don't watched television anymore. I am not sure precisely when i stopped, but it was probably within months of May this year, the month i downloaded Brilliant Legacy, the drama that Lee Seung Gi as a lead actor. To be sure, i do presently, watch Buletin Utama, 1N2D, Desperate Housewife and a few number of the TV shows that i view, mostly on KBS World and Star World channel. But now i spend most of my time watching drama that i've downloaded. Recently, I've been downloading a number of JK drama too. My dad said that I'm addicted to it..i can't say anything but agree. Yes.Eheee~~

I no longer sit down to watch TV.
My siblings also no longer said that i'm annoying..hehe..cuz i'm always the one that control TV channel once i watched it.

Now everyone is happy right?? ^0___0^



So what do I want to do now?

Netai..Want to sleep


I will work hard tommorow.

Ja nee~~

Hope that tomorrow is a good day for you!

Current music: N.E.W.S_Forever

June 6, 2009

Wishing u...

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY ACIK...


Wishing you all the best in the year to come..
May your days be filled with sunshine and beautiful colors..
And may your nights be filled with comforting dreams and wishes to come..

I'm so glad you were born as my sis, because you brighten my life and fill it with joy dear..

LUV U..

May 30, 2009

Something...

Changed in me...
I know that I am no longer the same...
Something moved.... and I see things in a different way...
A door was opened... And another one closed...
Someone walked in... And another walked out...
A new book next to my bed...
And a new song.. Ringing in my head...
Something changed in the world around me...
And I know... things will no longer be the same...

May 24, 2009

Never..


let any one take you for granted…
never let any one make you feel you are not good enough…
because you are as good as you think you are..


B.E.L.I.E.V.E. I.N. Y.O.U.R.S.E.L.F E.I.M.A.


p/s: thanks dear cuz u are olwes there for me..wink**

May 23, 2009

No boundries!!


Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever when you feel you’ve lost your way
What if my chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
to fight and never walk away

So here I am, still holding on!

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe it’s harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

I fought ‘til the limit
To stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don’t know where the future’s heading
Nothing’s gonna bring me down

I’ve jumped every bridge
And I’ve run every line
I’ve risked being safe
But I’ve always been wise
I’ve always been wise

So here I am, still holding on

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you
and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
Yeah!

There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries...

p/s:i love diz lyric..

May 22, 2009

10 poin A.K.U K.I.N.I


Watch
Aku dan hobi ini memang tak dapat dipisahkan. If aku tak ada kerja, inilah perkara paling mudah yang aku buat. Tak kiralah tonton menerusi tv atau secara online..yang penting mudah dan menyeronokkan! Once aku dah start follow satu program tu, i will follow the show sampai habis melainkan ada hal yang memang tak dapat dielaklah. Memandangkan semua reality show yang aku minat dah berakhir such as Akademi Fantasia, American Idol..and this week aku rasa bosan sangat, maybe sebab 3 bulan melekat depan tv bizi melayan AF especially time malam then sekarang ni tatau ape cite dah nk follow. Huhu. tapi aku sekarang sibuk merendek depan laptop lak, follow latest korean and japanese drama. Just jumpa satu cerita yang betul-betul menarik minat aku.Actually next week nak try tengok anak wayang,hopefully best la...

Collect
Actually, dah lama aku tinggalkan habit mengumpul magazine ni. Last aku beli majalah pun tahun lepas, masa tu minggu konvokesyen tak silap aku. Dulu aku suka kumpul majalah Remaja tapi sekarang tak lagi..mungkin sebab aku dah tak berapa nak remaja..ahakz! Bila stat je AF7, aku memang follow habis-habisan. Since AF1, aku tak la segila ni..mungkin sebab dulu aku masih belajar, so banyak kekangannya la. Aku tak follow diari everyday macam kali ni. Dulu tengok konsert pun tengok celup2..tapi khatam jugaklah tgok AF1-AF6 through YT. So feelnya tak sama. Bila dah terlampau addicted dengan AF7 ni, secara tak sengaja aku jadi pembaca setia majalah AKSI. Sanggup kumpul magazine tu dari 1st week, and esok aku nak dapatkan yang latest one merangkap yang terakhir.Hmm..lepas ni mungkin aku kembalikan tabiat lama..kumpul novel-novel jiwang...hehe..

Chat
I prefer online chatting more than messaging. Maybe sbb free..haha. Aku mmg bukan orang yang suka mesej. Kadang-kadang aku juz ignore je mesej yang aku dapat. Kawan-kawan lama aku slalu cakap yang aku dah lupakan diorang...huhu. Sori my derie frens. Korang tetap dalam ingatan even aku tak mesej korang. And bila korang mesej, aku balas kan??Walaupun slalunye lewat..But i still try my best to reply A.S.A.P..huhu. Aku mesej bila perlu je dan mungkin aku khaskan masa bermesej utk org 'tersayang' saje..haha. Aku suka chat kat forum sebab boleh sembang dengan org2 yang share hobi yang sama dengan aku. Memang best coz aku bleh tau byk perkara baru ttg hobi aku tu and byk dpt advice dari diorang even aku tak knal pon diorang tu. Huhu..kadang YM..cause free..haha..Hobi ini akan tetap berterusan..

Cook
Aku masih ingat, time dulu-dulu masa ibu aku suruh belajar masak. Macam-macam aku bagi alasan.."Angah bukan nak kawen esok la ibu..banyak masa lagi..","Kalo Angah tak pandai masak, nnt angah kawen angah cari org gaji..","Kalo Angah tak terer masak, Angah masakla ape2 yang simple..Skang ni kan dah banyak sumthing yang segera utk dimakan..Kenyang jugak kan??..". Huhu,bila ingat semua alasan yang yang aku bagi kat ibu memang klakar. Aku gelak skang ni..Yang aku tahu hanya satu alasan yang tepat untuk aku time tu. MALAS!ye..aku malas je sebenarnya. Dats why aku bagi ibu bermacam-macam alasan. Bila umur dah meningkat, i realize that apa yang aku cakap tu doesn't make sense at all. Bila aku dah kawen, mestila suami aku nak makan makanan dari air tangan aku sendiri kan. So, once dah realize tu..aku slow2 take a step untuk belajar masak. Dari sumthing yang simple hingga la utk makanan yang susah2. One more thing about cooking, aku suka belajar masak specially makanan yang aku suka makan. Then aku pastikan aku memang terer masak makanan tu so bila aku nak makan, takdela aku nak menyusahkan orang. Aku dah boleh masak sendiri. Makanan feveret aku yang aku dah pro: moist choc cake, saden roll sandwich, kari ikan merah, koktail buah-buahan, ikan keli berlada, sambal n rendang kerang, dan juga sup sayur. Kalo nak kira banyak lagi yang aku suka, tapi yang lain2 aku blom pro la, and list tu semua adalah makanan2 yang aku masak yang menjadi feveret ahli keluarga aku yang lain. Seronok sangat bila makanan yang aku masak diterima ramai. Aku masih lagi belajar..memasak dah jadi hobi aku sekarang ni. Oh ya..petang tadi baru belajar buat pulut mangga bersantan..xdela susah sangat. yang penting, simple dan sedap! Yummy..aku sekarang berusaha untuk belajar dua resepi baru setiap minggu, satu pencuci mulut, satu lauk..mudah2an aku berjaya..

Read
Aku memang suka membaca. Tak kira la novel, komik, magazine, motivational book, cerpen, news, ataupun buku ilmiah. Dari kecik sampai besar, tu dah jadi hobi yang sangat sebati dengan diri aku. Aku paling suka baca buku waktu petang..tempatnya sudah pastilah bilik aku. Sebabnya..bilik aku istimewa sikit dari bilik2 yang lain. Haha...

Teach
Once dah jadi cikgu, baru aku tahu penatnya mengajar. Baru aku tahu, bagaimana seorang guru tu berkorban. Melayan keletah anak2 murid yang pelbagai kaedahnya. Haha..Da hampir 4 bulan aku mengajar. Aku paling ingat bila aku kantoi dengan student aku sendiri. Nama je bekas pelajar kimia tulen UKM..Bukan main dulu belajar kimia dengan sangat mendalam tapi stil boleh kantoi time ajar kimia awal2 dulu. Maaf ye murid2..cekgu dah lama tinggalkan zaman sekolah, no wonder bleh lupa kan??Stat hari tu, aku berazam untuk sentiasa bersedia sebelum masuk kelas mengajar. So bila, student aku tanya..aku akan dapat jawab dengan mudahnya. Mudah-mudahan. AMIN. Malam2 kat rumah, aku ajar Ammar ngan Asyraf pulak. Sorang nak amik UPSR tahun ni, sorang lagi SPM. Gud luck bro..juga ajar allya yang baru kenal erti sekolah yang sebenar. Blajar rajen2 my lil sis!! Untuk student2 aku..thanks for da present last week..thanks cause appreciate jasa2 aku yang tak seberapa pun..all of u.thanks!

Avoid
1.1st x-bf
2.Kawan2 aku merangkap kawan2 1st x-bf aku tmasok sorang kawan baik aku dulu..

Aku memang elakkan diriku aku dengan diorang ni. Tak kiralah mesej ataupun jumpa face 2 face. Aku bukan benci diorang. No. Tak ada niat langsung nk menjauh tapi kadang-kadang aku fade up gak bila diorang keep repeating da same things bila aku stat jumpa atau mesej diorang. Kawan2 ku sedarlah..aku ngan dia dah lama clash pun, so tak payahlah korang rajen2 nk spice up dat thing, sedaya upaya nak satukan kitorang balik. Guyss..tak ada gunanya la. What past is past..lagipun sekarang ni aku happy ngan sumone else, korang patut happy tengok aku. Support aku.Ni tak..korang still nak compare kan dia ngan bf aku skang. Cmon guyss...diz is my life!Plz respect..aku pun tak penah kacau private life korang kan..so??Lu pikir la sendiri..I'm so emo talking bout this..Korang mungkin tak tahu aku tulis ni..tapi i still want to blurt it out.Sorry!

Surf
Surf the net..of coz la. Hari2 okay! Zaman skang, internet sangat penting. Walaupun aku tak expert sangat bab2 IT ni, but atleast aku tau la serba sikit. Trough net ni mcm2 bleh buat kan?? Baca paper, blogging, foruming, chatting, watching drama/movie n online shopping...yg paling last tu yang paling best actually..haha..dapat gaji apa lagi shoppingla..

Miss
Rindu sangat dengan kawan2 lama aku. Kawan sekolah especially Jue dan Suya, kawan2 matrix..Nad, Ifa, Raz, Sue, Azie, dan sume classmate aku F29. Juga kawan2 UKM..Noor, Nik, Ayienz, Iera, Naim, Tini,Kak Tie, Awin, and all. I miss u so much!!! Hope Allah bless u all..

Phobia
Still can't over it..Actually aku takut benda-benda tajam terutamanya pisau. Setiap kali tengok pisau, automatically aku akan nmpk yang tangan aku dah berdarah atau terputus. Memang sangat kritikal sampai aku menjerit bila tetiba bayangan jari aku terputus tu datang tanpa sedar. Tapi ni untuk certain pisau la. Mungkin pada orang lain, pisau tu tak adalah menakutkan sangat tapi entahlah, aku sendiri pun tak faham. Awal-awal masa aku start realize diz fobia, mak ngan adik-adik pelik. Diorang cakap dengan pisau pun nak takut, tapi nasib baiklah sekarang diorang faham. Kalau aku tolong mak kat dapur, atau masak, mmg ada pisau khas untuk aku. Bentuk pisau tu tak menakutkan dan matanya tak sangat tajam. Dari dulu, memang tulah pisau yang aku slalu guna. Bawak ke hostel dulu pun yang tulah. Klaka bila fikir balik. Setiap kali buat kerja dapur mesti lambat sikit progressnya. Adik2 aku lak suka menakutkan aku..acah aku, motif sangat kan korang nak tengok angah menjerit!Arghh...

p/s: get a life eima!

May 21, 2009

Yeay..Kris Allen wins!!

I'm so happy cause Kris Allen wins American Idol even though i thought Adam would win. I feel sorry for Adam but i'm sure he will have a pretty bright future. They both are going to go soo far though..



p/s: what else to watch out for on tv??i don't know..gudbye AI and also AF...C yaa again next year..

May 18, 2009

Congrats to Hafiz AF7...

Salam...

I am so happy cause he deserved to win. Congrats to Aril, Akim, Yazid and Isma too..They did their very best last saturday. All the best to all of them..

p/s: Congrats to Akim ..even you're not a winner, i'm still proud being part of gafimmers. Gud luck!! I'm going to support you from now on (and Hafiz too)...

credited: http://www.subhikarim.com/

May 16, 2009

AF7 Finale: Who will win?

Salam.

credited: klubbkidd

I would like to see Hafiz win. He has done consistently well this season. So i think he deserved to win. Although I love Akim and vote for him more than Hafiz, but i know he wont win. Based on current votes, its hard dowh! Akim has improved the most and i believe he can survive out there..do your best guys!



AFUNDI AKIM...AFUNDI HAFIZ..

p/s: Everyone can win. You know what to do.. Every vote counts!

Wassalam.

May 14, 2009

I'm going to..

I'm going to smile
and make you think i'm happy
I'm going to laugh
so you don't see me cry
I'm going to let you in style
and even if it kills me-
I'm going to smile... =)

May 9, 2009

Ibu...engkau ratu hatiku..

Salam.

Ibu...Angah pasti ibu tahu yang Angah sayang ibu sangat-sangat. Semoga ibu sentiasa berbahagia disamping ayah dan anak-anak ibu. Angah doakan ibu sihat selalu dan dirahmati-Nya, di dunia dan di akhirat. AMIN.

I dedicate this poem to my beloved mother. I LOVE U..MOM!!

From the time i was little and then as i grew
I had to run so fast and hard to keep up with you
Now i thank you Ibu
Cause you are always there whenever i need you
Thanks a lot Ibu
for always helping me
Strive to be everything that i should be
I thank you again Ibu
for showing me how to have fun
You made work seem like play
but you always got it done..

I feel i must state
When it comes to mothers
I think you are great
I hope that i honor you in everyway
Because you are truly
The queen of my day..

I love you Ibu..
You bring smiles my way
You always want to show
How much you really care
I love you Ibu..
And i just want to say
You are the greatest mother..anywhere..

ANGAH SAYANG IBU..
SELAMAT HARI IBU..
SEMOGA BAHAGIA SELALU..

Wassalam.

May 6, 2009

Confused!!

Salam.


Every time steps are taken, moves are made..lil something will come up. The road, the path that I took before seemed to be nothing, priceless, useless. I fell to the ground after the breezy wind touched me. I used to be strong. But, why do I keep falling?? I’ve drowned myself in this confusing land. I’m barely breathing, tears shedding. No one can help me out except my own self. I tell myself to move on, to fly up high and to forget the lil secret in the past, lil darkness that colored my days now. But what is said means nothing. I’m here, still. I’m awake in my sleep and dead in my wakeful days. I’m gay on the surface, but blood keep dropping in this wounded-heart of mine. I cried silently.

I want this thing to stop. It has to stop. But why do I keep myself hoping to hit the jackpot which seems to be so blurry or something that never meant to happen. Why this dream does appear in mind whenever I try to leave it behind?? Why do these eyes see the same face, the same lovely person that my heart craves so much? Why do these ears listen to the songs that remind me to the old memories? Why do these fingers feel so good that is so fast to type the alphabets, creating some beautiful-sounded words? I understand myself, the needs, the hope, the faith. I thought it’s going to be so easy, but the fact; Nope, dearie friends. I failed to.

Dear Almighty Allah..do listen to my prayers. Give me a stronger back to face what is destined.. AMIN.

Wassalam.

April 29, 2009

I dreamed a dream..

Salam.

I just watched this video. And I'm crying..

I must say this honestly...
She is truly a beautiful person..
and it saddened me how people just at first treated her as an outsider without even knowing her..
It was a wake-up call to everyone..
And, moral of the story...never judge a book by its cover okay!!!

p/s: trust me..it will move you to tears!
watch full version here.

April 27, 2009

AF7: Top 7 Power Rangkings [Week 7]

bila jari menjadi juri..padahnya..

Salam.

Wahh..dah lame x update blog. Bizi memanjang.

The 8th concert of AF..not bad after all.
As for me, it was the best so far ..
tp i sedih actually bila Aril yang keluar..
I'm not Aril's fan nor hater..but i really loved his performance that nite. Gempak habis!!
Tetiba je malam tu i vote for Aril. He deserved it kann..
And as usual, i vote for akim. Well..he was damned good this week..Ada improvement la.
Tak la lemau macam minggu2 sudah..Hehe..

Should be eliminated: Aisyah
Actually eliminated: Aril

My Top 7 Power Rankings:

1. Aril : Nakal

2. Akim : Situasi

3. Hafiz : Kau Yang Punya

4. Claudia : When U're Gone
]
5. Yazid : With Or Without U

6. Isma : Tak Mungkin Kerna Sayang

7. Aisyah : Flora Cinta

p/s: loved the rendition of Fiona by the boys..

Keep on voting.
Wassalam.

April 14, 2009

hold my hands..


if everything'd stop
i'd listen for your heart
to lead me right to you
i tried every way i can..
it's harder to hold on to your hand
than a hands of time
i need your hands, boy..
i'm trying to hold on but losing strength
in these hands of mine
i need you here..
i'm trying to hold on, standing here
open hands and i know i can't do this alone..
boy, hold on to my hands
don't let go of my hands
don't ever let me go..

p/s:baby can u hold on to my hands??



April 13, 2009

David Archuleta: Live In Malaysia!!!

I am ArchsAngels!!!


credited: sultanmuzaffar

Oh..what a great color for him. David, you’re so cute and cuddly in that, we Malaysians are proud to see you wear our national costume, you looked dashing!!

Love you David!!

I really love Archie since American Idol season 7. Up till now, i think he just so deserved to win. He should have won!! Anyway, i am glad Cook won, he has a good voice but not as good as Archie. Hehe..(i might be a bit biased coz i am not Cook's fan..)

I bought his album. Original!! I loved all the songs...specially a little to not over you and you can..i also loved his renditions of Heaven and a thousand miles..so damn hooot!!!!

So sad i missed his concert on last Saturday...i will sing along with him if i was there..anyhow i always be ArchsAngels, still support this sweet and adorable ones..David Archuleta...

April 10, 2009

Life..it's just a ride..


Life, it's ever so strange
It's so full of change
Think that you've worked it out
then BANG
Right out of the blue
Something happens to you
To throw you off course
and then you

Breakdown
Yeah you breakdown
Well don't you breakdown
Listen to me
Because

It's just a ride, it's just a ride
no need to run, no need to hide
It'll take you round and round
Sometimes you're up
sometimes you're down
It's just a ride, it's just a ride
don't be scared
don't hide your eyes
It may feel so real inside
but d
on't forget it's just a ride

Truth, we don't wanna hear
It's too much to take
Don't like to feel out of control
So we make our plans
Ten times a day
And when they don't go
our way we

Breakdown
Yeah we breakdown
Well don't you breakdown
Listen to me
Because

It's just a ride, it's just a ride
no need to run, no need to hide
It'll take you round and round
Sometimes you're up
sometimes you're down
It's just a ride, it's just a ride
don't be scared
don't hide your eyes
It may feel so real inside
but don't forget it's just a ride


Slowly, oh so very slowly
except that
there's no getting off
So live it, just gotta go with it
coz this ride's, never gonna stop

Breakdown
Don't you breakdown
No need to breakdown
No need at all
Because

It's just a ride, it's just a ride
no need to run, no need to hide
It'll take you all
around
Sometimes you're up
sometimes you're down
It's just a ride, it's just a ride
don't be scared now
dry your eyes
It may feel so real inside
but don't forget enjoy the ride...



p/s: i love my whole life..

LIFE CAN BE SUCH A GREAT RIDE...

Kelab AisKim!

Assalamualaikum..

Haha..i think this is really funny.
Actually, i have nothing to do..so i juz surf the net..
i bumped into this cari forum site..
klaka...diorang siap tubuhkan kelab peminat Aisyah + Akim!
Kelab AisKim..huhu..
Astro as usual, suka kenen2kan student AF neh..
Every season mesti ada Love Story...
FADAM, SABUNIAN, RIA...skang AISKIM lak..adoyaII...
I would like to share this pic..aii..sempat jer diorang edit..
Any how..i love them both..AFUNDI AKIM. AFUNDI AISYAH.
[hafiz gak...]

Wassalam.

Finally kenyang..

Assalamualaikum.

Dah lama x post kt blog nih..Ble login jer..ade la halnya..tension btol.
Hari ni xde ape2 yg best.Bosan sgt coz mami, acik, am ngan alya g KT...cam bese la aku xdpt ikut coz nk kena urus makan minum ayah ngan adik laki ak yg sorang tuh..
Huuh...i'm so tired! Banyak sgt keje aku buat ari ni..pg2 ak dh masak mi goreng tp asyraf sikit pon xsimpan kt aku..kurang asam punyer adk. Die ingat aku dah makan..adoii..lapo gler!
Sebab dah xtahan sgt..lunch pon aku masak awal. Penat la xde orang tolong. Asyraf tu taw makan jer..tolong xnak...
Skang aku da kenyang makan nasi lauk sotong goreng + sayur lemak kobis..hehe..
Finally...

Wassalam.

April 5, 2009

AF7: Top 11 Power Rangkings [Week 4]

I was shocked! double elimination back-2-back!!!

Assalamualaikum.

If lecturers shocked, so am i. Honestly i did not expect this to happen. Double elimination again!!
Both students who had to leave did a very good job last night. Rubisa and Zizi. Even i am not into Rubisa but she did very well. I can't deny it! The same goes for Zizi. It was so sad to let her go. I loved her from the beginning..really hope to see more from her but the fact....haha..acceptla eima..

should be eliminated: sidi & ???
actually eliminated: rubisa & zizi

My Top 11 Power Rankings [Week 4]:

1. Zizi : Aku dah bosan
Gempak abis seyh...

2. Akim : Destinasi Cinta
Like his new hair...perform pun best..

3. Hafiz : Cinta Ini

4. Claudia : Surahlayar dalam D Major

5. Rubisa : Tiada lagi

6. Isma : Kerja Gila

7. Aisyah : Mentari Merah di Ufuk Timur

8. Qhaud : Di Taman Teman

9. Aril: Lakaran Kehidupan

10. Yazid: Aku Cinta Padamu

11. Sidi : Ku Milikmu
Ketinggalanla mamat neh..hehe..

Best student of the week: Akim!!! (what???akim???hehehe...)



p/s: i believe if zizi still in AF, she's the right person to get this award..but due to the fact that she was eliminated. Yayh..i must accept it!
Anyhow..i am proud being akimmers!! Congrats akim...keep it up!!!!

Wassalam.