May 30, 2009
Something...
I know that I am no longer the same...
Something moved.... and I see things in a different way...
A door was opened... And another one closed...
Someone walked in... And another walked out...
A new book next to my bed...
And a new song.. Ringing in my head...
Something changed in the world around me...
And I know... things will no longer be the same...
May 24, 2009
Never..
let any one take you for granted…
never let any one make you feel you are not good enough…
because you are as good as you think you are..
B.E.L.I.E.V.E. I.N. Y.O.U.R.S.E.L.F E.I.M.A.
p/s: thanks dear cuz u are olwes there for me..wink**
May 23, 2009
No boundries!!
Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever when you feel you’ve lost your way
What if my chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
to fight and never walk away
So here I am, still holding on!
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe it’s harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
I fought ‘til the limit
To stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don’t know where the future’s heading
Nothing’s gonna bring me down
I’ve jumped every bridge
And I’ve run every line
I’ve risked being safe
But I’ve always been wise
I’ve always been wise
So here I am, still holding on
You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you
and your dreams
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
Yeah!
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries...
p/s:i love diz lyric..
May 22, 2009
10 poin A.K.U K.I.N.I
Collect
Actually, dah lama aku tinggalkan habit mengumpul magazine ni. Last aku beli majalah pun tahun lepas, masa tu minggu konvokesyen tak silap aku. Dulu aku suka kumpul majalah Remaja tapi sekarang tak lagi..mungkin sebab aku dah tak berapa nak remaja..ahakz! Bila stat je AF7, aku memang follow habis-habisan. Since AF1, aku tak la segila ni..mungkin sebab dulu aku masih belajar, so banyak kekangannya la. Aku tak follow diari everyday macam kali ni. Dulu tengok konsert pun tengok celup2..tapi khatam jugaklah tgok AF1-AF6 through YT. So feelnya tak sama. Bila dah terlampau addicted dengan AF7 ni, secara tak sengaja aku jadi pembaca setia majalah AKSI. Sanggup kumpul magazine tu dari 1st week, and esok aku nak dapatkan yang latest one merangkap yang terakhir.Hmm..lepas ni mungkin aku kembalikan tabiat lama..kumpul novel-novel jiwang...hehe..
Chat
I prefer online chatting more than messaging. Maybe sbb free..haha. Aku mmg bukan orang yang suka mesej. Kadang-kadang aku juz ignore je mesej yang aku dapat. Kawan-kawan lama aku slalu cakap yang aku dah lupakan diorang...huhu. Sori my derie frens. Korang tetap dalam ingatan even aku tak mesej korang. And bila korang mesej, aku balas kan??Walaupun slalunye lewat..But i still try my best to reply A.S.A.P..huhu. Aku mesej bila perlu je dan mungkin aku khaskan masa bermesej utk org 'tersayang' saje..haha. Aku suka chat kat forum sebab boleh sembang dengan org2 yang share hobi yang sama dengan aku. Memang best coz aku bleh tau byk perkara baru ttg hobi aku tu and byk dpt advice dari diorang even aku tak knal pon diorang tu. Huhu..kadang YM..cause free..haha..Hobi ini akan tetap berterusan..
Cook
Aku masih ingat, time dulu-dulu masa ibu aku suruh belajar masak. Macam-macam aku bagi alasan.."Angah bukan nak kawen esok la ibu..banyak masa lagi..","Kalo Angah tak pandai masak, nnt angah kawen angah cari org gaji..","Kalo Angah tak terer masak, Angah masakla ape2 yang simple..Skang ni kan dah banyak sumthing yang segera utk dimakan..Kenyang jugak kan??..". Huhu,bila ingat semua alasan yang yang aku bagi kat ibu memang klakar. Aku gelak skang ni..Yang aku tahu hanya satu alasan yang tepat untuk aku time tu. MALAS!ye..aku malas je sebenarnya. Dats why aku bagi ibu bermacam-macam alasan. Bila umur dah meningkat, i realize that apa yang aku cakap tu doesn't make sense at all. Bila aku dah kawen, mestila suami aku nak makan makanan dari air tangan aku sendiri kan. So, once dah realize tu..aku slow2 take a step untuk belajar masak. Dari sumthing yang simple hingga la utk makanan yang susah2. One more thing about cooking, aku suka belajar masak specially makanan yang aku suka makan. Then aku pastikan aku memang terer masak makanan tu so bila aku nak makan, takdela aku nak menyusahkan orang. Aku dah boleh masak sendiri. Makanan feveret aku yang aku dah pro: moist choc cake, saden roll sandwich, kari ikan merah, koktail buah-buahan, ikan keli berlada, sambal n rendang kerang, dan juga sup sayur. Kalo nak kira banyak lagi yang aku suka, tapi yang lain2 aku blom pro la, and list tu semua adalah makanan2 yang aku masak yang menjadi feveret ahli keluarga aku yang lain. Seronok sangat bila makanan yang aku masak diterima ramai. Aku masih lagi belajar..memasak dah jadi hobi aku sekarang ni. Oh ya..petang tadi baru belajar buat pulut mangga bersantan..xdela susah sangat. yang penting, simple dan sedap! Yummy..aku sekarang berusaha untuk belajar dua resepi baru setiap minggu, satu pencuci mulut, satu lauk..mudah2an aku berjaya..
Read
Aku memang suka membaca. Tak kira la novel, komik, magazine, motivational book, cerpen, news, ataupun buku ilmiah. Dari kecik sampai besar, tu dah jadi hobi yang sangat sebati dengan diri aku. Aku paling suka baca buku waktu petang..tempatnya sudah pastilah bilik aku. Sebabnya..bilik aku istimewa sikit dari bilik2 yang lain. Haha...
Teach
Once dah jadi cikgu, baru aku tahu penatnya mengajar. Baru aku tahu, bagaimana seorang guru tu berkorban. Melayan keletah anak2 murid yang pelbagai kaedahnya. Haha..Da hampir 4 bulan aku mengajar. Aku paling ingat bila aku kantoi dengan student aku sendiri. Nama je bekas pelajar kimia tulen UKM..Bukan main dulu belajar kimia dengan sangat mendalam tapi stil boleh kantoi time ajar kimia awal2 dulu. Maaf ye murid2..cekgu dah lama tinggalkan zaman sekolah, no wonder bleh lupa kan??Stat hari tu, aku berazam untuk sentiasa bersedia sebelum masuk kelas mengajar. So bila, student aku tanya..aku akan dapat jawab dengan mudahnya. Mudah-mudahan. AMIN. Malam2 kat rumah, aku ajar Ammar ngan Asyraf pulak. Sorang nak amik UPSR tahun ni, sorang lagi SPM. Gud luck bro..juga ajar allya yang baru kenal erti sekolah yang sebenar. Blajar rajen2 my lil sis!! Untuk student2 aku..thanks for da present last week..thanks cause appreciate jasa2 aku yang tak seberapa pun..all of u.thanks!
Avoid
1.1st x-bf
2.Kawan2 aku merangkap kawan2 1st x-bf aku tmasok sorang kawan baik aku dulu..
Aku memang elakkan diriku aku dengan diorang ni. Tak kiralah mesej ataupun jumpa face 2 face. Aku bukan benci diorang. No. Tak ada niat langsung nk menjauh tapi kadang-kadang aku fade up gak bila diorang keep repeating da same things bila aku stat jumpa atau mesej diorang. Kawan2 ku sedarlah..aku ngan dia dah lama clash pun, so tak payahlah korang rajen2 nk spice up dat thing, sedaya upaya nak satukan kitorang balik. Guyss..tak ada gunanya la. What past is past..lagipun sekarang ni aku happy ngan sumone else, korang patut happy tengok aku. Support aku.Ni tak..korang still nak compare kan dia ngan bf aku skang. Cmon guyss...diz is my life!Plz respect..aku pun tak penah kacau private life korang kan..so??Lu pikir la sendiri..I'm so emo talking bout this..Korang mungkin tak tahu aku tulis ni..tapi i still want to blurt it out.Sorry!
Surf
Surf the net..of coz la. Hari2 okay! Zaman skang, internet sangat penting. Walaupun aku tak expert sangat bab2 IT ni, but atleast aku tau la serba sikit. Trough net ni mcm2 bleh buat kan?? Baca paper, blogging, foruming, chatting, watching drama/movie n online shopping...yg paling last tu yang paling best actually..haha..dapat gaji apa lagi shoppingla..
Miss
Rindu sangat dengan kawan2 lama aku. Kawan sekolah especially Jue dan Suya, kawan2 matrix..Nad, Ifa, Raz, Sue, Azie, dan sume classmate aku F29. Juga kawan2 UKM..Noor, Nik, Ayienz, Iera, Naim, Tini,Kak Tie, Awin, and all. I miss u so much!!! Hope Allah bless u all..
Phobia
Still can't over it..Actually aku takut benda-benda tajam terutamanya pisau. Setiap kali tengok pisau, automatically aku akan nmpk yang tangan aku dah berdarah atau terputus. Memang sangat kritikal sampai aku menjerit bila tetiba bayangan jari aku terputus tu datang tanpa sedar. Tapi ni untuk certain pisau la. Mungkin pada orang lain, pisau tu tak adalah menakutkan sangat tapi entahlah, aku sendiri pun tak faham. Awal-awal masa aku start realize diz fobia, mak ngan adik-adik pelik. Diorang cakap dengan pisau pun nak takut, tapi nasib baiklah sekarang diorang faham. Kalau aku tolong mak kat dapur, atau masak, mmg ada pisau khas untuk aku. Bentuk pisau tu tak menakutkan dan matanya tak sangat tajam. Dari dulu, memang tulah pisau yang aku slalu guna. Bawak ke hostel dulu pun yang tulah. Klaka bila fikir balik. Setiap kali buat kerja dapur mesti lambat sikit progressnya. Adik2 aku lak suka menakutkan aku..acah aku, motif sangat kan korang nak tengok angah menjerit!Arghh...
p/s: get a life eima!
May 21, 2009
Yeay..Kris Allen wins!!
May 18, 2009
Congrats to Hafiz AF7...
I am so happy cause he deserved to win. Congrats to Aril, Akim, Yazid and Isma too..They did their very best last saturday. All the best to all of them..
p/s: Congrats to Akim ..even you're not a winner, i'm still proud being part of gafimmers. Gud luck!! I'm going to support you from now on (and Hafiz too)...
credited: http://www.subhikarim.com/
May 16, 2009
AF7 Finale: Who will win?
I would like to see Hafiz win. He has done consistently well this season. So i think he deserved to win. Although I love Akim and vote for him more than Hafiz, but i know he wont win. Based on current votes, its hard dowh! Akim has improved the most and i believe he can survive out there..do your best guys!
AFUNDI AKIM...AFUNDI HAFIZ..
p/s: Everyone can win. You know what to do.. Every vote counts!
Wassalam.
May 14, 2009
I'm going to..
May 9, 2009
Ibu...engkau ratu hatiku..
Ibu...Angah pasti ibu tahu yang Angah sayang ibu sangat-sangat. Semoga ibu sentiasa berbahagia disamping ayah dan anak-anak ibu. Angah doakan ibu sihat selalu dan dirahmati-Nya, di dunia dan di akhirat. AMIN.
I dedicate this poem to my beloved mother. I LOVE U..MOM!!
I had to run so fast and hard to keep up with you
Now i thank you Ibu
Cause you are always there whenever i need you
Thanks a lot Ibu
for always helping me
Strive to be everything that i should be
I thank you again Ibu
for showing me how to have fun
You made work seem like play
but you always got it done..
I feel i must state
When it comes to mothers
I think you are great
I hope that i honor you in everyway
Because you are truly
The queen of my day..
I love you Ibu..
You bring smiles my way
You always want to show
How much you really care
I love you Ibu..
And i just want to say
You are the greatest mother..anywhere..
SELAMAT HARI IBU..
SEMOGA BAHAGIA SELALU..
Wassalam.
May 6, 2009
Confused!!
Salam.
Every time steps are taken, moves are made..lil something will come up. The road, the path that I took before seemed to be nothing, priceless, useless. I fell to the ground after the breezy wind touched me. I used to be strong. But, why do I keep falling?? I’ve drowned myself in this confusing land. I’m barely breathing, tears shedding. No one can help me out except my own self. I tell myself to move on, to fly up high and to forget the lil secret in the past, lil darkness that colored my days now. But what is said means nothing. I’m here, still. I’m awake in my sleep and dead in my wakeful days. I’m gay on the surface, but blood keep dropping in this wounded-heart of mine. I cried silently.
I want this thing to stop. It has to stop. But why do I keep myself hoping to hit the jackpot which seems to be so blurry or something that never meant to happen. Why this dream does appear in mind whenever I try to leave it behind?? Why do these eyes see the same face, the same lovely person that my heart craves so much? Why do these ears listen to the songs that remind me to the old memories? Why do these fingers feel so good that is so fast to type the alphabets, creating some beautiful-sounded words? I understand myself, the needs, the hope, the faith. I thought it’s going to be so easy, but the fact; Nope, dearie friends. I failed to.
Dear Almighty Allah..do listen to my prayers. Give me a stronger back to face what is destined.. AMIN.
Wassalam.





