sky of love

Assalamualaikum.

This evening, i took this picture from my attic. I wonder why I have captured this smoke trail.

And I’ve found the one and only reason. I miss him. Yes. My man. He told me on our first date that he really loves a smoke trail. I asked him back..why??

And..he said, he did not have any reason why he really loves smoke trail. This is the sentence that I’ve remembered the most..

“Should we love something for a reason? Like I love you..” Even this was so common, but because he was the one who expressed it, I feel so touched then.

Last Disember, I have watched Sky of Love as well known as Koizora the movie. This is Japanese movie.

Oh my god, I loved this movie.

It made me cry from start to end, was just such a touching, simple love story.
Many people might criticize it for being unrealistic, and I suppose the telling of events into one movie made it seem a little rushed. BUT, no matter, it was a beautiful interpretation of love, how it's so selfless yet selfish at the same time.

Once I watched this movie, I noticed one scene when Hiro called Mika, asked her to capture the same smoke trail from their home. Even they were in different place, they still together, did the same thing. I loved that part after all. Then, I told my man to watch this movie. He refused at first and kept asking me why he should watch it.

Finally, he watched Koizora and found the reason himself. A few moment after he watched it alone, he called me. He thanked me for introduce him such a great story. He told me so many stuffs about this movie. He gave good and bad comments as well. Best lah..that gal who acted as Mika cute la…supposed to be like this..supposed to be like that..bla..bla..bla..

I wondered..hey sayang, bila awak start jadi jiwang neh??

I’ve never expected that he can be jiwang after he watched it. Till now though. Seriously. May be..aku yang ajar dia kot. Haha! Tu lah..Dulu berlagak sangat. Jiwang tak cool lah..see..Apa dah jadi ni wak..But he still not so jiwang la. Stay cool!!


Erm..actually I sent this pic to him just now. For his collection. Dear..I hope u will be happy.

I am happy when you too happy!


Wassalam.

i'm waiting..

Assalamualaikum.

Good morning!!
Today is Saturday..and i just wanna be home. No feelings to go out.
Moreover, i am waiting for someone important to call me today. But still, i am not sure either i should accept his business proposal or not..I love me now..I am satisfied with my whole life. My current position too..Huhu..but i still really don't know what to do though..I better think about it over again.

Uhmm..May be..if i accept his request, my life would be better..haha..i wonder..
and also..may be not!!
owhhh..i'm going crazy thinking about it.
I think i better heard his explanation first though..then give me a moment to decide.
Yupp...exactly.

going to breakfast. Enjoy your holiday!
Wassalam.

steamed moist chocolate cake...

Assalamualaikum.

yayyy!! i am gay!!
i've made it..once again...l.o.l!!

Yesterday my sis asked me to make my most-home-favorite foodie :
steamed moist chocolate cake!
She will be return to her in-laws home tonight, and she's hoping that i can make one for her so she shall be able to bring it along for her in-laws family.

I was a bit tired, but after looked at my sis "muka kesian", finally i've decided to make it. Moreover, it's a long time since i've made it for the last time. I remember, it was while Hari Raya AidilAdha.

And..
i've made it again last night!!
I think i've made it well. Its pretty delicious. Yes it is Just the way it should be.

yummy!! ready to eat...

I do remember, the first time i've made it. It was not good at all. The taste was quite good but not the texture. No one were fond of it. Me..as well. I've felt down at a moment, and gave up though. But a bunch of thanks to my mom because, when i was on bad moment, she's still encouraged me, and asked me to try one more time. And, because i really really really loves chocolate cake, and i've decide to make it again. I don't want to be a person that give up so easily because i think i can do it. If my mom believes in me, so shouldn't i??

Haha..that is the story about half year before.
Now i think, i really good at it.

This is my own recipe..after a bit modification..
It is not that hard..it just either you really want to or not.

What you need

1 cup of butter
1 cup of sugar
1 cup of evaporated milk
1/2 cup of sweetened milk
3 Eggs
1 1/4 cup of plain flour
1 cup of cocoa powder van hauten (other brand also can)
1 tsp baking powder
1 tsp baking soda
1/2 tsp vanilla essence

What to do!

1. Combine sugar,evaporated milk, sweetened milk, cocoa powder and butter in a saucepan.
2. Stir over low heat until sugar is dissolved and butter is melted, and all mixed well. off fire and keep warm.
3. Sift the flour, baking powder and baking soda.
4. Beat the eggs until eggs are evovled (hehe.."kembang". am i rite??) in large mixing bowl. About 20 minutes..Agak2 la..
5. Then add the cocoa mixture into the beaten eggs. Mix it well.
6. Pour the flour over eggs+ cocoa mixture and stir till well mix (cake batter should be runny).
6. Heat up the steamer.
7. Pour the butter into prepared pan and place the pans into the steamer and cover the top of the pan loosely with a piece of aluminium foil.
8. Steam over medium heat for 1 1/4 hours.
9. Cool the cake in pan before turning out for further decoration.

Chocolate topping

1/2 cup of sweetened milk
1 tsp Vanilla essence
1/2 cup butter
1/6 cup Cocoa powder,sifted
2 sp of condensed milk

1. Combine the sifted cocoa powder,condensed milk, sweetened milk, and butter.
2. Stir over low heat till thicken (stirring all the time).
3. Add in vanilla essence.
4. Cool the chocolate topping a little before spreading on the cake.

If i can do it...so can you.

Just give it a try...

Wassalam.

super duper fantastic series!!!

Assalamualaikum.

I’ve watched Meteor Garden(taiwanese version of HYD) its a little bit cheesy and exaggerated, also Hana Yori Dango(japanese version) Season 1 and 2 and i absolutely loooved it!.
All of them are based on the original japanese manga also known as Hana Yori Dango. But i never read it. Now i am currently watching Boys Before Flowers..the korean version.

what can i say?
uhm..at first i thought that it would be a boring one and it's just the same with the two other version..but then again, after i've watched the first episode, i got totally hooked on it and can't wait for the next episode..it's such a great cast..they're all good-looking..specially kim bum who played as so jisung..walaa..his cuteness can't be resist!! hehe...

I have finished watching the first chapter..and i like it a lot. Then the storyline is quite good, and Joon Pyo's character is just the way it should be. I think the best of Doumyouji is in Joon Pyo, and Lee Min Ho managed, with his own body, you know, to create another Doumyouji, a tall and handsome one, confident and mature as well. Better than the two actors who also played domyouji tsukasa before. Same goes to the other F4 cast..Kim hyung jung, kim bum and kim joon. They're absolutely kills me!! As for jan Di, I wasn't really fond of her acting at first, but she is growing on me. I like how she throws her own flavor into the character every now and then. Let's wait for more!!

Boys before flowers..

And now.. I am absolutely in love with the second part of BBF more than the first..well..i am patiently waiting for the Korean version proposal. I love the japanese one..but i really hope it will get better & better in this series. The OST is interesting but not only that, the location... pretty much rich and extravagant looking. really really amazed me.

joon pyo & jan di

I really can't wait for the next episodes. First time I want to be on Wednesday so soon so that I can watch those 2 new episodes, haha. May be other people are really excited about joon pyo and jan di..what will going to happen to them both but..i am actually looking forward ga eul and so yi jung love story. Even i already noe the storyline..but ahh...i really loved both of them. Cute couple dowh!!
hehe...

i'm in love wif ji sung & ga eul..

Watching this series..reminds me to my closed frend..Noor..
We shared our craziness towards korean, japanese & taiwanese drama before..when i was studying at uni..but not anymore..we're apart now..
I miss u Noer..

This is super duper fantastic series...
the most anticipated series...
very entertaining..
you guys should watch it....

I like it for now and I'm waiting for more!!

Wassalam.

kueh bekang!!

Assalamualaikum.

Can you guess what this picture portrays? Take a close look.

yummy!! kueh bekang...i guess u never noe bout it..

Last two days, my mom told me that she asked my granny to cook this kueh. I am really happy dowh..I am insanely obsessed with it. My mom said kueh bekang is not her expertise. She's not really good at cooking this kueh. Okay..thats why she asked granny for it..i got it mommy!!

I am so patiently waiting.Finally..

Breakfast was served and I tried my very best to behave politely, despite the saliva dripping from my lips. Oh, this was too much for me! I was smiling from ear to ear, unable to contend my sheer joy!

Talking about this kueh, I am not the one who is extremly crazy over kueh bekang. My mom and bro, Asyraf also cannot get rid over this craziness. And i wish, i shall be able to cook it by myself someday. But first, i should learn it la...


When u've got what you want..
u're suppose to be happy..
and i am very happy..
cause i've finally ate it again..my feveret
kueh bekang!!!

Wassalam.

My destiny..

Assalamualaikum.

God tied you and I together..
As it is already destined..
This bond of destiny cannot be seen..
And there is no map to you..
So I will fall in love with you when I meet you..

Our destiny is already written down, everything is from Allah.

Yes.
I believe that our destiny is already written by Allah.I do love someone now, with all of my heart.but i am still not sure..is there our destiny?
i wonder..

my dear,
i am really sorry to say this, it is does not mean i don't believe in you. it is also doesn't mean i don't love you anymore..i can be this brave because u never know i am writing this..
sorry once again never let u know. once I've decided to be your girl..i always hoping..
our love will last forever..
hopefully..we're destined to be together..
but..if we won't share our future together..i hope you will never regret met a person like me..
remember everything happened for a reason..
Since, marriages are made / decided in heaven, I am sure my perfect match must have been decided and destined by Allah the Almighty, and let me hope, wish and pray that I shall be able to marry my ultimate match, my prince charming, some day, Insya Allah.Amin..



On the authority of Abu 'Abbas 'Abdullah the son of 'Abbas (may Allah be pleased with them both), who said:

One day I was behind the Prophet (may the blessings and peace of Allah be upon him) and he said to me: Young man, I shall teach you some words (of advice): Be mindful of Allah, and Allah will protect you. Be mindful of Allah, and you will find Him in front of you. If you ask, ask of Allah; if you seek help, seek help of Allah. Know that if the Nation were to gather together to benefit you with anything, it would benefit you only with something that Allah has already prescribed for you, and that if they gather together to harm you with anything, they would harm you only with something that Allah has already prescribed for you. The pens have been lifted and the pages have dried.

This Hadith was related by al Tirmidzi.

Once you've found your love,
Treasure it..
or else you will regret it.

Wassalam.

so long..

Assalamualaikum.

Yes..it is so long when i've stopped blogging. It's not because i don't have nothing to say..but i've kept myself busy for nothing..~ehe..
Erm..this morning my buddy , nik was called me. Wow..i wonder why.
Once..i knew it's her..u never noe how happy i am..yes i am really happy!!
I am that happy till i keep smiling all the day..till now dowh!!
I miss her..I do miss all my closed friends..how have u been guys???
hope it's great..
but sorry nik..i cut off so early..u know..a bunch of works are waiting for me on that time..

i wonder..
my life today..
it is so sweet..

wassalam.